Jan 17, 2005 20:08
scream at me a7x: do you really love him?
Auto response from octobersxxdecay:
truly broken. truly hurting.
octobersxxdecay: who are you talking about
scream at me a7x: travis?
octobersxxdecay: yeah i really do.
scream at me a7x: yah i read yur livejournal
octobersxxdecay: i told myself i didn`t and i told him i hated him, but it`s come down to the fact that i really can`t see myself without him.
scream at me a7x: yah
octobersxxdecay: but its kinda too late b/c two nights ago he told me that he couldn`t hurt me anymore and then he was like i cant talk to you anymore and you`ll always be in my heart, but i cant make you sad like this. and then he said goodbye and yah he hasnt answered my calls or watever n he blocked my sn.
scream at me a7x: why dont you go bak out with him
octobersxxdecay: idk. i asked him to just try, but he says that he cant.
octobersxxdecay: or he says nothing at all
octobersxxdecay: i would, but he wont.
scream at me a7x: oh\
octobersxxdecay: and idk why b/c he said he still cares. so it makes no sense
scream at me a7x: yah
octobersxxdecay: idk, im not gonna call him anymore though b/c i mean, he doesnt answer and its pointless. and if he unblocks me then i guess i`ll im him, but i doubt he will.
scream at me a7x: yah