to hell with you and all your friends <3

Sep 16, 2004 21:53

I don't really know anymore.
I'll admit, i still have feeling's for Spencer,
but, i know for a fact that things won't change
between us, 1, because we hardly talk, 2 because,
well just because. It bothers me, cause i actually
loved him, and actually felt something, like he'd
treat me well, but i thought wrong, anyway, i can't
keep depressing over it. Well school, boring, i've been
doing homework and such,which is awesome. We have these
new bells in school, and it sounds like your hooked up to
a heart monitor. and i was sitting there, and the moment i
thought of how i missed him, it went off, and i felt like
i had just died. it's confusing, and nobody gets it, but oh
well. i'll just see where i go from here.

goodnight, loves.
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