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[brokenwings5438]

i am counting down the days til i go back to school. it will get me away from here. i cant wait. it sucks here. i have to do everything, and i have no time to myself it seems. amy is being such a bitch i cant stand her, i want to pull her hair out and just scream and cry. she leaves the house a fucking mess everyday and i get in trouble for it. and when i do clean, i get no credit, they think that she cleaned. its so fucked up. she treats her friends like shit and bitches about them to everyone, but then bitches because she has no friends. i wish she would stop, so shed get the fuck outta here and hang out with them. she complains that i hang out with my friends, what the fuck is wrong with her?....she told our mom that she shouldnt let me go to warped tour, but then she asked for the ticket that hannah is getting. wtf? she told my mom that i shouldnt take one day off of school, but in high school she skipped so much that she couldnt exempt exams because of all of her absenses. lately, i have been missing out on everything, just because it will be one less thing that she will bitch about. to this day, she still bitches about me going to DC last year with my school, but she NEVER EVER went on a trip with her school because she didnt want to. she doesnt know how to have fun, and she doesnt want me to have fun.

i should have never told her about nick, she just tries to make me depressed and always tells me i should break up with him. she has no room to talk. her longest/best relationship was with a guy online, she had/has never met him. (and was only 8 months) i can see how you can have friensd online, but not a boyfriend or a girlfriend. i hope she does meet nick soon so she will shut the fuck up. she talks about him more than i do.

she is always there screaming or bitching. i want to cry.

i have a headache.