sorry to be so meh. i blame the weather
im tired of feeling empty.
im tired of failing.
im tired of feeling alone even when i'm surrounded by people i know care about me.
im tired of feeling like im being ignored by my friends just because they arent focused on me constantly.
im tired of his bullshit and yet not being able to pull away from him because he's offering what others arent.
how can i say i want all or nothing and yet still settle?
i love being back at school surrounded by my stress, failures, and loneliness. it's grand.
im tired of failing.
im tired of feeling alone even when i'm surrounded by people i know care about me.
im tired of feeling like im being ignored by my friends just because they arent focused on me constantly.
im tired of his bullshit and yet not being able to pull away from him because he's offering what others arent.
how can i say i want all or nothing and yet still settle?
i love being back at school surrounded by my stress, failures, and loneliness. it's grand.