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[brokenwings16]

So Justin is at work. I am sitting here watching Rent for the thousandth time. I love that movie I can't help it. Anyway. So I got my permit the other day and I've been driving a little. I'm still not to good on turning onto other streets.. But at least I'm getting there. I'm a fast learner so it will only take time. If it wasn't for me moving in with Justin I still wouldn't have it yet. Well really if it wasn't for him I wouldn't be happy right now and I probably would have started cutting again. Before we met I thought that I would never find the right guy for me and that I would always be dating all the wrong guys and that I would never be happy again. I was so close to being depressed and still sometimes even now I am a little.. But when I'm feeling sad or depressed or anything all I have to do is look at Justin and see him looking at me and smile at me then I'm not sad anymore. He really makes my life so complete and he really is the reason I'm not depressed anymore. If we haven't gotten together I don't know where I would be right now. I mean I don't even want to think about it cause I know that as long as I have him anything is possible and I know that no matter what I am feeling all I have to do is look at him and I will know that I will always have someone to talk to and someoen who will understand and always be there for me. He is everything to me and I can't imagine my life with out him. I love him more and more each day and I can't wait till we get married because I want to be with him for the rest of my life.

Well on anothe subject my sister should be having Seirra in a few days. I so can't wait. Im so happy for her.I tried to call her today but no one answerd at my dads so i called my mom and she told me Sarah was swimming up at her b/f's cousins house but she told me that if she doesn't have the baby by monday or tuesday that they will put her in the hospital and then they will induce labor I guess. well anyway I'm gonna go so later..