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Today, I woke up and realized how much I hate myself. Next I came online on MSN messenger... And was called a whore for no reason by one of my best friends.. So far I would say this is not my day.. I feel like shit. I now truly believe I don't belong here, and that I was sent to this place we call home to suffer.. I don't know what to do, or how to feel anymore.. It's like I'm an object for people to push, and shove around and stab needles into my heart like a cheap pin coushin.. I feel like a torn ragdoll.. Neglected, and alone.. Now is the time I need the good friends that I sometimes wonder if they're really there.. Well I'm going to go and sit alone in the dark thinking about the things that have gone wrong in my life..