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Being John Malchovitch(sp?). OhmiGosh, absolutlly awesome movie. Really freakin creepy though. Especially when you REALLY think about it. And think "what if someone's controlling what I do?" But then again, if that was the case I wouldn't be thinking it.. the person in control wouldn't let me. Or would they? ::ponders:: (does all that make any sort of sence?)
So we all know what I did today. Watched the movie w. Trudi, Mark and Cassie, and basically just hung around my house. There was also some I Love The 90s: Part Deux action.
I am so stressed out about school shit it's not even funny. I didn't bring stuff to finish my photo final, so I hope she'll let me turn it in after 4th. My grads are going to suck like a Russian whore. I won't make honors, which will cause an argument between mother and I and I REALLY don't want that. My chem. midterm is going to suck. I don't have a calculator either... and I'm pretty much broke. I owe like 12 gyms too... if I miss honors because of gym she will FREAK. At least I can use Vegas as an excuse. Ah, I miss Tim. Among othe people, but I can't do anything about that, it just needs to be gotten over.
I think I've given up on God. Or would it be he's given up on me? I just don't know what to do. I can't get it... why can't I get it?
Can't write. been three weeks and all I have is about 3 lines done. I'm getting frustrated.
Today was actually really good. I'll get over everything eventually. I'm just so stressed. I just can't wait for this week to be over. Or at least Monday through Thursday.
Lo.
awwww, the little "stress kitty" for my mood is so cute.
So we all know what I did today. Watched the movie w. Trudi, Mark and Cassie, and basically just hung around my house. There was also some I Love The 90s: Part Deux action.
I am so stressed out about school shit it's not even funny. I didn't bring stuff to finish my photo final, so I hope she'll let me turn it in after 4th. My grads are going to suck like a Russian whore. I won't make honors, which will cause an argument between mother and I and I REALLY don't want that. My chem. midterm is going to suck. I don't have a calculator either... and I'm pretty much broke. I owe like 12 gyms too... if I miss honors because of gym she will FREAK. At least I can use Vegas as an excuse. Ah, I miss Tim. Among othe people, but I can't do anything about that, it just needs to be gotten over.
I think I've given up on God. Or would it be he's given up on me? I just don't know what to do. I can't get it... why can't I get it?
Can't write. been three weeks and all I have is about 3 lines done. I'm getting frustrated.
Today was actually really good. I'll get over everything eventually. I'm just so stressed. I just can't wait for this week to be over. Or at least Monday through Thursday.
Lo.
awwww, the little "stress kitty" for my mood is so cute.