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Hung out avec lex today... 'twas a good time, because i miss her. Oh, and hung with shawn and britney.
Had probably one of THE longest conversations I have ever had with Chris today. The weirdest part was there were no akward silences.
Oh, and every time I finally let go, something happens and I end up holding back on.
rawr.
I getting kind of sick of just... me I think. I reflect back on things I wish I was a nicer person, and I wish I was just a GOOD person in general. As shallow as it sounds, I wish I could be happy with the way I look too. I know it's dumb, but I mean... let's face it: Guys go after the pretty girl first.
I wish I could get this faith thing figured out.
In the words of deanna's grandma though: "But it's okay. I'll be okay. I'm going to be fine." lol. I love your grandma ralph.
((trudi, call me tomorrow))
LO
Had probably one of THE longest conversations I have ever had with Chris today. The weirdest part was there were no akward silences.
Oh, and every time I finally let go, something happens and I end up holding back on.
rawr.
I getting kind of sick of just... me I think. I reflect back on things I wish I was a nicer person, and I wish I was just a GOOD person in general. As shallow as it sounds, I wish I could be happy with the way I look too. I know it's dumb, but I mean... let's face it: Guys go after the pretty girl first.
I wish I could get this faith thing figured out.
In the words of deanna's grandma though: "But it's okay. I'll be okay. I'm going to be fine." lol. I love your grandma ralph.
((trudi, call me tomorrow))
LO