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I LOVE YOU MOOEY & I HOPE THINGS GET BETTER FOR YOU!!
lol i've been so excited to update today because i am loving life right now! school started out kinda boring..had to cheat on my chemistry quiz and i think my teacher knew...but he didn't say anything, which made it worse! gah the guilt was eating me alive. english was cool, i really like my teacher..he reminds me of me! haha scary i know. then was lunch :/ it was alright, i didn't eat though because i haven't been feeling too well lately. matt bowen mooned me, so that made it a little more interesting. then the exciting part happened! after lunch, i was walking to my locker, and i was kinda sad that i didn't see jon yet..and i figured i wouldn't see him today...and when i was going to 5th hour, i saw him!! he smiled really big and was like "claire!" haha i felt special :p i hugged him, and we were kinda talking. it was a blur to me since i was so nervous/happy, but i do remember him hugging me like the entire time. i was practically skipping to class =D saw him walking to cross country after school, but when i was going to talk to him, his ex-girlfriend [and my sorta friend] was talking to me...well i don't want her knowing that i like jon, so i didn't get to talk to him :( yeah it sucked. then i told this girl that i liked jon, and she said "oh yeah, i know like 10 other girls who like him too." so that didn't help my self-esteem either, lol. i wasn't feelin too enthused about the whole us thing after that, but then a couple hours later ben called. he said that jon wanted me to know that he does like me! haha i felt like i was in elementary school again, with the whole having your friend help out with the relationship thing. cute though =) gah i could get used to this whole crush thing ;p
<3claire
lol i've been so excited to update today because i am loving life right now! school started out kinda boring..had to cheat on my chemistry quiz and i think my teacher knew...but he didn't say anything, which made it worse! gah the guilt was eating me alive. english was cool, i really like my teacher..he reminds me of me! haha scary i know. then was lunch :/ it was alright, i didn't eat though because i haven't been feeling too well lately. matt bowen mooned me, so that made it a little more interesting. then the exciting part happened! after lunch, i was walking to my locker, and i was kinda sad that i didn't see jon yet..and i figured i wouldn't see him today...and when i was going to 5th hour, i saw him!! he smiled really big and was like "claire!" haha i felt special :p i hugged him, and we were kinda talking. it was a blur to me since i was so nervous/happy, but i do remember him hugging me like the entire time. i was practically skipping to class =D saw him walking to cross country after school, but when i was going to talk to him, his ex-girlfriend [and my sorta friend] was talking to me...well i don't want her knowing that i like jon, so i didn't get to talk to him :( yeah it sucked. then i told this girl that i liked jon, and she said "oh yeah, i know like 10 other girls who like him too." so that didn't help my self-esteem either, lol. i wasn't feelin too enthused about the whole us thing after that, but then a couple hours later ben called. he said that jon wanted me to know that he does like me! haha i felt like i was in elementary school again, with the whole having your friend help out with the relationship thing. cute though =) gah i could get used to this whole crush thing ;p
<3claire