Naruto
: Uchiha Sasuke & Uchiha Itachi
Masturbation
WARNING: Adult theme.
Masturbation
Itachi/Sasuke
The first time Sasuke learned of masturbation and its odd effect on others of his sex, he only thought that his peers should spend more energy toward training.
The first time Sasuke was drawn into a conversation about masturbation, he lied and said he probably thought about it as much as any other guy.
The first time Sasuke saw masturbation was when his brother stayed home one Sunday to take care of him, since Sasuke had caught a cold that week.
The first time Sasuke ever asked about masturbation, he was talking to his brother, admitting his accidental spying two weeks ago.
The first time Sasuke masturbated, he did so under his brother's watchful eyes, ashamed and excited and finally realizing just how powerful desire could be.
There is first curiosity, then desire, then passion, then the act - and for Sasuke all these revolved around his brother, like a typical first love story.
With firsts always comes a last, and for Sasuke his first was his last. After that it was always his brother's hands, his brother's lips, his brother's breath, his brother's hair; Itachi, he thought breathed whispered moaned, begging for those cool hands to touch fevered skin, for dry lips to touch beneath his ear. He longed for those electric moments when his brother's fingers would slip beneath his shirt and slide down his back only to pause at his tailbone or lightly knead against his butt - hated when those fingers would finally retreat, like Sasuke was too delicate to break.
He wants to be ravaged, taken, shamed, loved, but even so it never goes beyond mouths, beyond some baring of skin, beyond those moments when his brother swallows--
And Sasuke begins to hate, because he too wanted to feel his brother shudder with release. He hates this brother he loves, who masturbates afterward in his room, never letting Sasuke near.
comment; tense-change toward the end is intentional, yes.