Oh Livejournal
I'm back. You are now bookmarked. I have only the venture brothers to thank for your recent resurrection. So, where do we go from here? Well lets see, my dog is awesome. I live in a town where i don't know anyone. I go to a college. I stay bored as at the moment I have few friends with which i can spend my time. Now this isn't to say I am a person without friends. No, I am actually a person who has many friends. They just don't live here. Also all the bars to go out to are filled with fucking college kids. College students i got no beef with. College kids who are little fucks what need their ass-whipped or some sort of STD to set their shit straight are another matter.
I just get kinda lonely. It's really a sad word to use, and I'm not a sad person. But I do spend a very large chunk of my time alone. In my room or my living room hanging out with my dog who god bless him keeps me company. My life is mostly left turn after right turn one bad decision after another. There are really two points in my life where I think that I was really content. The summer after my senior year will forever be one of the best times of my life. And sharing an apartment with Scott and Aj. Aj is good company but a bit secluded. Scott and I are two similar types of dudes. If I didn't have fuckall going I could just bullshit with Scott all day. Usually turning on anything HBO would bring him out of his room if he were awake and not in the middle of anything important. Those were good times to me and I had good friends.
I don't regret my decision to move to Portage, as I really need to be in college to get shit straight myself. But for fuck's sake I'm 26 this year, and all these kids are 7 years younger than I am. I think I would have embraced the experience a lot more 7 years ago as they are, now I just want to get on with my life, make some money, get a house. I don't know about a family but fuck. I ain't got shit to show for my life except an album (which I'm still proud of) and a few college credits. You would think I had a little bit more than that almost 10 years removed from high school.
I'm just kinda being cranky I guess.
I just get kinda lonely. It's really a sad word to use, and I'm not a sad person. But I do spend a very large chunk of my time alone. In my room or my living room hanging out with my dog who god bless him keeps me company. My life is mostly left turn after right turn one bad decision after another. There are really two points in my life where I think that I was really content. The summer after my senior year will forever be one of the best times of my life. And sharing an apartment with Scott and Aj. Aj is good company but a bit secluded. Scott and I are two similar types of dudes. If I didn't have fuckall going I could just bullshit with Scott all day. Usually turning on anything HBO would bring him out of his room if he were awake and not in the middle of anything important. Those were good times to me and I had good friends.
I don't regret my decision to move to Portage, as I really need to be in college to get shit straight myself. But for fuck's sake I'm 26 this year, and all these kids are 7 years younger than I am. I think I would have embraced the experience a lot more 7 years ago as they are, now I just want to get on with my life, make some money, get a house. I don't know about a family but fuck. I ain't got shit to show for my life except an album (which I'm still proud of) and a few college credits. You would think I had a little bit more than that almost 10 years removed from high school.
I'm just kinda being cranky I guess.