First step to recovery...first door to your right
today was a good day. and this is not like anyother good day. for the first time in a long time nothing bothered me. i mean i woke up..went to work, and now im here. it's amazing. i wasn'y upset, depressed, sad angry or anything. i was just me. the atmosphere at work is nice though. mainly cause no one really knows me that well. they just know me as another stand manager. calm and soothing. oh man, i can't stop thinking about how nice it was. i didnt think about you, and i wasn't concerned about you. i've been telling myself that everything will be all better when i stop these stupid thoughts and they are. i think things are on their way to be fine for the both of us. i won't always feel dumb around you and you'll ...well still be you, and i won't think you're thinking something bad about me. wow, i feel so good right now. i need to shut up about it. im gonna go eat. working at fenway maybe fun, but sometimes you just dont have time to eat the food there. heh.
ps. writing music again..and its hard.
ps. writing music again..and its hard.