I just loving spending my nights at the ER
Today I had an anaphylactic reaction.
There's nothing better than almost dying at a friend's house and getting to be carted away in an ambulance.
(I hate this so much. It was so painful, and I couldn't do anything about it. I hate that I can't control it, that I can't avoid the reaction, that I can't just take a few deep breaths and have it go away. No, I need epi-pens, IVs, and steroids for the next few days to calm it down.)
(I fucking hate this.)
(I almost died today. The last time this happened I was 5 years old. I wish I could just ignore this.)
There's nothing better than almost dying at a friend's house and getting to be carted away in an ambulance.
(I hate this so much. It was so painful, and I couldn't do anything about it. I hate that I can't control it, that I can't avoid the reaction, that I can't just take a few deep breaths and have it go away. No, I need epi-pens, IVs, and steroids for the next few days to calm it down.)
(I fucking hate this.)
(I almost died today. The last time this happened I was 5 years old. I wish I could just ignore this.)