bleh
oh god way too much for me. ok first my parents say we're moving and now they say we're not gonna move for like another year at the most, but for sure this time we're moving. and then my mom sais we're leaving the city for the hurricane i think she's scared but then again i don't blame her she's never been in a hurricane before. and i went outside in one. i feel a little uneasy arround a few of my friends. i don't know but there's just a feeling of disslike when i'm around them. i don't want to sound like i'm concieted or just whiney, but i'm serious. i feel like some of my friends just hate me sometimes. i haven't asked them but i just feel really insecure right now and maybe that's it but if the feelings don't pass with time i'm just gonna have to either deal with it and shut up or fade into the shadows like i always do and die a horrible bloody death. jk. but maybe i will the cuts sure are getting deep enough to bleed alot so pretty soon it won't really matter what the hell's goin on i'll just die and be happy and everyone can be happy without me. ok well i'm just gonna do some other stuff to keep my mind off of cutting bye.