contemplations of the past and future
so toronto is a beautiful city. if canada didnt have such shitty health care i could totally live.....no, i couldnt. lol. sorry. but still, buffalo could be like that. that place is gorgeous! sky rise hotels & office buildings, everything is clean. you can walk around at night and not be afraid of being brutally raped/assulted...and there are no cops around (although i did see one riding a horse from the window of the auto show) oh...and did i mention that people there drive the sickest cars all year round? like...i saw a legit lambo cruising around and after i basically had a heart attack i almost ran into traffic to chase the girl down. i was awestruck. its like, seeing a porsche or a maserati or bmw or whatever other high class type of car you can think of...thats the norm. i could never live in a city, but being there for not even 24 hours (trust me, next years trip will be a much more monumentous event) was FUCKING AMAZING. i saw Lamborghini....and i only convinced myself more than ever that if i am ever going to dump money on something totally excessive instead of helping ppl in need (don't worry, i will do that first) it will for god damn sure be on this car. looking at it makes me want to just...drive - fast. its gorgeous!! gahhhhh. and it purrs. mmmm i want to rape this car okay? RAPE IT !! sorry...they're just perfect in every way. if i could marry you *dream bubble* but yea. toronto=cool place=safe place=classy place=party there next year w/ the b-lo crew. oh...and i saw kate like 15 times. w.e. im over it. i rang her doorbell today and told her that i almost ran over her dog. lol. turns out it was her neighbors dog, but i really didn't want to see the little dude get killed. maybe one day our paths will cease to cross...although somehow i dont think thats possible seeing as we were in a different fucking COUNTRY and i saw her. lol. looking back, opening the door to see me standing there was the most akward thing ever. it was one of those...why the hell did i do that? like my body was on autopilot. my only excuse now? "i did it to save a dog...i did it to save a dog..." lol. in the end i came to the vast conclusion that american muscle is still where its at, foreign cars still suck mondo ass and if you're going to go foreign it best be high quality italian build and be worth more than your life and not a shitty evo lancer or a fucking honda....which brings my rant to the bumper stickers. i am fighting the war on rice. BRING IT. im not much for the luxury cars. the bmws (do not call it a "beemer"...that makes you lame.) or the rolls royce, i liked one out of the 10 porsches, and i think maserati makes an ugly ass car (that just so happens to be worth more than my house...lol) sorry about my car rant. i usually try to keep it inside but being around all those cars...fuck it. i dont want to contain it anymore. i thought it would make me sad, being around them, bc id miss my grandpa so much so ever since he died ive just been trying to ignore the whole "scene" or w.e. if you will. well im done. this is a part of me, and for a very long time it was a large part of me. take it or leave it. ive forgotten so much, but thats okay. whos going back with me next year? im ready. ive already promised myself a lot of things out of college. im getting the job. ill have the lambo (dont laugh, you know im serious as all hell about it). ill have the life ive always wanted. this is totally unrelated to the auto show...lol. i know material possesions don't mean much. wants vs needs. ill change some part of this quickly deteriorating world. hopefully i already have.