Is there anybody out there?

[brokensmile88]

I really don't know what to do. Why do people do things to hurt them selves knowing that it hurts other people worse... I wonder what she would think if I were to kill myself trying to get her attention...I just want her to stop cutting herself.

i promised to be there for you
i want to save you from yourself
but i found that the only way to save you
is to hurt myself

how would you like to watch me
hold the knife to my heart
and pray for your life
i told you i'd be there for you

since you wont let me help you
i will let you watch me help you
I'd give my life up for you
Just so you will be safe again

would you be able to handle it?
the fact that i gave my life for you?
would you feel bad?
or blame it on my own problems?

I told you I'd do anything for you
I'd give anything to help you
you hurt yourself and to show you how much it hurt me
I hurt myself worse...hoping you'd stop

If you didn't get the hint
I guess I died for an unwanted cause
but atleast this will let you know
just how much I really cared--me

I can understand if she hurts so badly on the inside, but I've known her for so long, she says that I know her better than she knows herself. I don't see why she would hurt herself.. Her boyfriends super hott. her mom lets her do anything she wants. She has the tattoo's she wanted.. she gets anything she wants...but I think if I hurt myself, she'd understand how I feel... I wish she'd stop.. but I can't force her to do anything she doesn't want. If only there were a way...

*I want the feeling when everything you've ever wanted you finally have*