End of month update?
So yea I'm starting to question and doubt way too much. I think this is partly why I'm still somewhat sick and have had a headache for three days in a row. This makes over 3 weeks of being sick. Maybe a part of it is the stress of being at my mothers and without social interactions.
Started work on a dress. I have the bodice done and lined. Then I realized that I do not have the rest of the instructions. So I need to find those in amongst however many boxes I have from college still. *Sigh*
I also do not have my car yet. Some of the wiring has been replaced, not the problem. Battery charged and a new alternator in the car, still not the problem. Dash fixed so not my speed gauge and rpm gauge are working correctly..but still not part of the problem. My power packs and fuel injectors have been replaced, these hopefully solve an earlier problem from back in October. Finally..after all of that the car gets taken up to Autozone to be hooked up and tested. Lo and behold, it's the computer. Almost 2 months after the problems and other things fixed, the cause of my car not running is found. Now just to wait for it to be gotten the end of this week and put in.
*Crosses fingers* I hope this is the end of problems for awhile. At least on this end of things..I think my optimism button has gotten stuck. So far nothing really great or even somewhat good has happened. And of my two escapes from life, the computer has failed to entertain me and I haven't gotten any new really enjoyable books in months.
In other news, by the end of tonight I shall have my resume updated from my last job. I'm hoping to fit in a visit to someone before I move, or soon after but at least a weekend away. I'm planning to head to Tulsa. It's a least a point for me to head towards at this moment. The longer I stay at my mothers the worse I get. I definitely need to move, to get out and with the way my car has been Tulsa is a closer move towards my father. And as much as I want to flee from my parents I at this exact moment cannot. With the car problems and student loans that won't do anything about me being unemployed, my accounts have gone kaput.
So here's hoping with my last bit hope that things start to turn around. That I hear from the idiot boy more than a few minutes once a week. That I can find a decent job and still manage to make somewhat of a living with sewing and it. And I cannot forget to actually be close to friends, which would once again be wonderful.
Started work on a dress. I have the bodice done and lined. Then I realized that I do not have the rest of the instructions. So I need to find those in amongst however many boxes I have from college still. *Sigh*
I also do not have my car yet. Some of the wiring has been replaced, not the problem. Battery charged and a new alternator in the car, still not the problem. Dash fixed so not my speed gauge and rpm gauge are working correctly..but still not part of the problem. My power packs and fuel injectors have been replaced, these hopefully solve an earlier problem from back in October. Finally..after all of that the car gets taken up to Autozone to be hooked up and tested. Lo and behold, it's the computer. Almost 2 months after the problems and other things fixed, the cause of my car not running is found. Now just to wait for it to be gotten the end of this week and put in.
*Crosses fingers* I hope this is the end of problems for awhile. At least on this end of things..I think my optimism button has gotten stuck. So far nothing really great or even somewhat good has happened. And of my two escapes from life, the computer has failed to entertain me and I haven't gotten any new really enjoyable books in months.
In other news, by the end of tonight I shall have my resume updated from my last job. I'm hoping to fit in a visit to someone before I move, or soon after but at least a weekend away. I'm planning to head to Tulsa. It's a least a point for me to head towards at this moment. The longer I stay at my mothers the worse I get. I definitely need to move, to get out and with the way my car has been Tulsa is a closer move towards my father. And as much as I want to flee from my parents I at this exact moment cannot. With the car problems and student loans that won't do anything about me being unemployed, my accounts have gone kaput.
So here's hoping with my last bit hope that things start to turn around. That I hear from the idiot boy more than a few minutes once a week. That I can find a decent job and still manage to make somewhat of a living with sewing and it. And I cannot forget to actually be close to friends, which would once again be wonderful.