I Could W.A.T.C.H. You While Your S.L.E.E.P.I.N.G. While Your Far Away From D.R.E.A.M.I.N.G.
saturday *May 13* was Ashley's graduation. So, that Friday night, I spent the night at my parent's house. I didn't really like it, t'was scary. I hate this house.
Anyways, woke up at 6:30 AM Saturday and left for Flag. Slept: 30 min in car ride up, about 2 hours while there, and 30 min in car ride back. Its just exhausting being around people, when you aren't used to it. Plus food makes me tired *yeah, we ate...bbq*. Then Daniel dropped me off at Jordan's. We stayed outside, on the couches on his back porch. Idk, his mom didn't want anyone coming in. Her husband was there *they don't live together, but they're not separated??* and he..doesn't..like.. people??? I think?? lol.
So when it came to about 10:00 PM, I was tired. So I fell asleep on Jon's lap, accidentally *I was trying to stay awake*.
Here's what I remember::
Jon woke me up and told me that the was going inside to take a shower, that Jordan was inside, but he'd be out in just a minute. I stayed awake about another 30 seconds, then fell back asleep. Next thing I know, some Mexican guy is waking me up, then I thought I went back to sleep *stupid* but I guess not..... Then, I woke up in some guy's house. Name is Alex, and he looked REALLY familiar, so I started like... interrogating him, not even knowing what I was saying. Totally dillusional. :-\
Here's what I THINK I remember::
Waking up to someone kissing me. Thinking it was Jon, and kissing back..then realizing it wasn't Jon, and pushing away. Being held down by my wrists *at my side/hips..* while I squirmed. My head bouncing off the wooden beam of the couch *where the seat is*. Someone else being there, on the stairs. Kicking the guy attacking me flat in the face *dead center*. Pushing him away/down with both hands on his shoulders and using my right leg to kick his stomach *this one when on the rocks, though, I don't remember how I got there*. Some people *idk how many* laughing. Then I THINK I remember being on the couch *after it all* and fixing my clothes.....:-\?
Here's what I'm told:
Jordan & Jon went up at the same time *Jordan about 1 min. in front of Jon*. Jordan thought I was in the shower with Jon *"that's why he didn't come outside"*. Keith and another neighbor heard me scream. Only twice. Keith came out and no one was there *not even me*. Alex had been taking out his trash, and that's when he came over and helped me to his house.
There is a witness. Or so Jordan says... but he won't say anymore because Critter is taking care of it.
Here's another funny thing... Jordan has been saying for over a week now that his mom hates me. Now, all of the sudden, she doesn't...and never has.
I don't trust Jordan. Do you? He seems too fishy. Oh yeah, and he is VERRRY clingy to Jon. He tries to get me away from him AMAP *As Much As Possible*. Even tries to tell me a lie so JOn will come see him. Its like he's gay. Plus, he told Ashley that Jon and I are always together and that he just "wants to separate them...or kill the both of them". **Them being Jon and I, of course**
When your around him he seems totally fine, but just look at the facts. It doesn't add up. If he didn't have anything to do with it, then he is DEFINATELY lying about something.
IDK what else to write.
♥
Hannah
aka Skittles
~taste the rainbow~
JON AND I HAVE A SONG... Aerosmith~ I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing
Anyways, woke up at 6:30 AM Saturday and left for Flag. Slept: 30 min in car ride up, about 2 hours while there, and 30 min in car ride back. Its just exhausting being around people, when you aren't used to it. Plus food makes me tired *yeah, we ate...bbq*. Then Daniel dropped me off at Jordan's. We stayed outside, on the couches on his back porch. Idk, his mom didn't want anyone coming in. Her husband was there *they don't live together, but they're not separated??* and he..doesn't..like.. people??? I think?? lol.
So when it came to about 10:00 PM, I was tired. So I fell asleep on Jon's lap, accidentally *I was trying to stay awake*.
Here's what I remember::
Jon woke me up and told me that the was going inside to take a shower, that Jordan was inside, but he'd be out in just a minute. I stayed awake about another 30 seconds, then fell back asleep. Next thing I know, some Mexican guy is waking me up, then I thought I went back to sleep *stupid* but I guess not..... Then, I woke up in some guy's house. Name is Alex, and he looked REALLY familiar, so I started like... interrogating him, not even knowing what I was saying. Totally dillusional. :-\
Here's what I THINK I remember::
Waking up to someone kissing me. Thinking it was Jon, and kissing back..then realizing it wasn't Jon, and pushing away. Being held down by my wrists *at my side/hips..* while I squirmed. My head bouncing off the wooden beam of the couch *where the seat is*. Someone else being there, on the stairs. Kicking the guy attacking me flat in the face *dead center*. Pushing him away/down with both hands on his shoulders and using my right leg to kick his stomach *this one when on the rocks, though, I don't remember how I got there*. Some people *idk how many* laughing. Then I THINK I remember being on the couch *after it all* and fixing my clothes.....:-\?
Here's what I'm told:
Jordan & Jon went up at the same time *Jordan about 1 min. in front of Jon*. Jordan thought I was in the shower with Jon *"that's why he didn't come outside"*. Keith and another neighbor heard me scream. Only twice. Keith came out and no one was there *not even me*. Alex had been taking out his trash, and that's when he came over and helped me to his house.
There is a witness. Or so Jordan says... but he won't say anymore because Critter is taking care of it.
Here's another funny thing... Jordan has been saying for over a week now that his mom hates me. Now, all of the sudden, she doesn't...and never has.
I don't trust Jordan. Do you? He seems too fishy. Oh yeah, and he is VERRRY clingy to Jon. He tries to get me away from him AMAP *As Much As Possible*. Even tries to tell me a lie so JOn will come see him. Its like he's gay. Plus, he told Ashley that Jon and I are always together and that he just "wants to separate them...or kill the both of them". **Them being Jon and I, of course**
When your around him he seems totally fine, but just look at the facts. It doesn't add up. If he didn't have anything to do with it, then he is DEFINATELY lying about something.
IDK what else to write.
♥
Hannah
aka Skittles
~taste the rainbow~
JON AND I HAVE A SONG... Aerosmith~ I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing