its insanity puppetmaster boy or nazi....
......wehat is the point?
is there one? because it sure as hell isnt apparent to me.
personally i dont think anything is worth trying anymore...
i dont care if im an actor, or a model, or a singer, or famous...
or even if i ever get a horse.
i just dont fucking give a damn anymore.
i mean, after this life whats next? just another fucking life just like this one, and why? whats it all for? are we all just some puppersts, an amusement show for some "higher power"...is there someone out there who is controlling everything that goes on around us? and enjoying every sadistic moment of it?
i kno i would. to see all these ppl, to kno that i have absolute control over them, to see everyone else in so much fucking misery! its fucking amazing. the power, the excitement, the sadness, the joy, the sadisticness. its like nothing else i have ever felt.. yes i have felt it, but not to that magnitude.
so here is the question... do i just give up and stop caring?...
or do i become the puppet master?
is there one? because it sure as hell isnt apparent to me.
personally i dont think anything is worth trying anymore...
i dont care if im an actor, or a model, or a singer, or famous...
or even if i ever get a horse.
i just dont fucking give a damn anymore.
i mean, after this life whats next? just another fucking life just like this one, and why? whats it all for? are we all just some puppersts, an amusement show for some "higher power"...is there someone out there who is controlling everything that goes on around us? and enjoying every sadistic moment of it?
i kno i would. to see all these ppl, to kno that i have absolute control over them, to see everyone else in so much fucking misery! its fucking amazing. the power, the excitement, the sadness, the joy, the sadisticness. its like nothing else i have ever felt.. yes i have felt it, but not to that magnitude.
so here is the question... do i just give up and stop caring?...
or do i become the puppet master?