well i was fine till i finished writing it.
well i am damn bored rite now. i just helped my dad print out his resume. i dont kno wtf is going on w/ this case, w/ his job, w/ my mom, w/ her getting a job, w/ my life, w/ anything. i just need to get tha hell away. and fast. i want to go to fucken cali, so bad that its haunting me... no, it really is....you dont get it. gerr....:~( it kinda feels lyke there is some specific reason that im supposed to go to there but i dont kno when and i dont kno why.
so theres this one mexican cook that i normally work w/ and omg. he is soo gawd damn weird! he tries so hug me and give me kisses on tha cheek and sit on my lap and he ALWAYS *every single time i work w/ him* gives me a massage, or tries to. i fucken hate it. i dont want to work w/ him. and i think his nephew hates me.*tha other cook* so it wouldent be good to work w/ him either. tha only other person would be jeff and i dont think there going to assign me and jeff to work together again for a while. haha... but anyways...bernie *tha weird mexchef.* and i smoke ciggerettes together whilst we are working... and one day we were smoking and i took his lighter accidentally and i keep forgetting to bring it. but i remembered to at least go look for it when i woke up so it'd be easier for me to remember when i go to work today but when i went outside by tha ashtray where i left it *on tha wall lyke alwayzz* IT WASENT THERE!! damnet now i dunno what to do. because he keeps reminding me about it and i dont even lyke him to talk to me. hell never stop talking to me if he doesent get his damn lighter back! *not that hell stop talking then either* but any word i can prevent him from saying is good. and damnet if i dont get him a lighter hell proly talk tha whole damn time were working and itll all be in beaner language but ill kno what he means!!!!!!!!!!!!! and damnet i want to kno who took tha lighter and wtf...im about to blow up rite now im soooo damn pisst!! why do people always take my gawd damn things esp daniel ive let him borrow about 12 lighters in tha past 2 months ALONE and for each one he said he would return them but he hasent. gawd damnet i jst wanna kill him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you dont kno how much i hate hiM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhH!!
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Hannah
p.s. i started a new diet and im very happy w/ it.. its high protien its calld the abs diet..its cool im starting to look not~so~terrible.
so theres this one mexican cook that i normally work w/ and omg. he is soo gawd damn weird! he tries so hug me and give me kisses on tha cheek and sit on my lap and he ALWAYS *every single time i work w/ him* gives me a massage, or tries to. i fucken hate it. i dont want to work w/ him. and i think his nephew hates me.*tha other cook* so it wouldent be good to work w/ him either. tha only other person would be jeff and i dont think there going to assign me and jeff to work together again for a while. haha... but anyways...bernie *tha weird mexchef.* and i smoke ciggerettes together whilst we are working... and one day we were smoking and i took his lighter accidentally and i keep forgetting to bring it. but i remembered to at least go look for it when i woke up so it'd be easier for me to remember when i go to work today but when i went outside by tha ashtray where i left it *on tha wall lyke alwayzz* IT WASENT THERE!! damnet now i dunno what to do. because he keeps reminding me about it and i dont even lyke him to talk to me. hell never stop talking to me if he doesent get his damn lighter back! *not that hell stop talking then either* but any word i can prevent him from saying is good. and damnet if i dont get him a lighter hell proly talk tha whole damn time were working and itll all be in beaner language but ill kno what he means!!!!!!!!!!!!! and damnet i want to kno who took tha lighter and wtf...im about to blow up rite now im soooo damn pisst!! why do people always take my gawd damn things esp daniel ive let him borrow about 12 lighters in tha past 2 months ALONE and for each one he said he would return them but he hasent. gawd damnet i jst wanna kill him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you dont kno how much i hate hiM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhH!!
♥
Hannah
p.s. i started a new diet and im very happy w/ it.. its high protien its calld the abs diet..its cool im starting to look not~so~terrible.