Whoo-HAAA!!!
Mmmmmkay...random subject line! Lovely!
Anyway, I have come to terms with my lovers drinking issues I have had. He just sent me a text message, telling me he was drinking with friends, and I just...didn't care. I was prepairing myself for the usual feeling of displeasure in knowing this. But for some reason I just...didn't. I still worry for his health, but I was not compelled to ask how much he was drinking or how drunk he was, as I usually am. I just didn't care. And I also think I have come to terms with the reasons I was having the feelings I was having. I was jealous. I was jealous that he got to drink, (i.e. him having access to alcohol and I do not) and I, obviousally don't. I am still jealous but I can deal with it. It's great to know whats going on inside of my head! As long as he doesn't ditch me to go drink, I'll be fine! Cos I do plan to be invited to parties this year and I DO plan to get drunken! And if I don't then I shall arrange it! HELLA!
So aside from that, school is going alright. I am not liking my math class too much, but that is to be expected. I have never liked math and I'm not about to start now...journalism is really fun. I love it. It's the feeling of being part of a big team and it's then that I feel important and depended uppon. And I like that feeling. I am actually looking forward to doing my job during production weeks. My job being production manager. I get to pick up slack if someone isn't doing their job fully. Like, if someone isn't taking their pictures or editing them, I get to. But I'm not alone, my friend Holly and I do the job together. I'm looking forward to it!! WHEE!!!
In fact, I have already written an article that was, or will be posted on the Churchill website! And you can be sure that I will post a link to that when it is posted! (i.e. when Patrick finishes editing it!!)
I want to write more, but I'm not sure about what...OH!!
I know!! Tomorrow my dad is dirving all the way out of town, about 1/2 an hour, to be appriximate, to retrieve the car that I hope to get, and take it all the way back into town to have it looked at by an auto mechanic. If it passes this test, I will own a 2001 silver Corolla CE. It is so cute and such a 'me' car! I am in love with it! Although it has automatic NOTHING, except the shift is automatic, I still REALLY want it. It has manual locks, windows, seats and just a radio and a clock! But fortunately it does have air conditioning and heating! It's all very basic, but I want it so bad!!
So hopefuly thast will happen REALLY soon! Because sister needs a car...
Oh, and if that wasn't enough, a 2001 Corolla CE was one of Matty's first cars! Cute! I MUST HAVE IT!!
So I am off to bed, because sister is bushed! I need my rest...
Later days pretties!!
-- Adaam
Anyway, I have come to terms with my lovers drinking issues I have had. He just sent me a text message, telling me he was drinking with friends, and I just...didn't care. I was prepairing myself for the usual feeling of displeasure in knowing this. But for some reason I just...didn't. I still worry for his health, but I was not compelled to ask how much he was drinking or how drunk he was, as I usually am. I just didn't care. And I also think I have come to terms with the reasons I was having the feelings I was having. I was jealous. I was jealous that he got to drink, (i.e. him having access to alcohol and I do not) and I, obviousally don't. I am still jealous but I can deal with it. It's great to know whats going on inside of my head! As long as he doesn't ditch me to go drink, I'll be fine! Cos I do plan to be invited to parties this year and I DO plan to get drunken! And if I don't then I shall arrange it! HELLA!
So aside from that, school is going alright. I am not liking my math class too much, but that is to be expected. I have never liked math and I'm not about to start now...journalism is really fun. I love it. It's the feeling of being part of a big team and it's then that I feel important and depended uppon. And I like that feeling. I am actually looking forward to doing my job during production weeks. My job being production manager. I get to pick up slack if someone isn't doing their job fully. Like, if someone isn't taking their pictures or editing them, I get to. But I'm not alone, my friend Holly and I do the job together. I'm looking forward to it!! WHEE!!!
In fact, I have already written an article that was, or will be posted on the Churchill website! And you can be sure that I will post a link to that when it is posted! (i.e. when Patrick finishes editing it!!)
I want to write more, but I'm not sure about what...OH!!
I know!! Tomorrow my dad is dirving all the way out of town, about 1/2 an hour, to be appriximate, to retrieve the car that I hope to get, and take it all the way back into town to have it looked at by an auto mechanic. If it passes this test, I will own a 2001 silver Corolla CE. It is so cute and such a 'me' car! I am in love with it! Although it has automatic NOTHING, except the shift is automatic, I still REALLY want it. It has manual locks, windows, seats and just a radio and a clock! But fortunately it does have air conditioning and heating! It's all very basic, but I want it so bad!!
So hopefuly thast will happen REALLY soon! Because sister needs a car...
Oh, and if that wasn't enough, a 2001 Corolla CE was one of Matty's first cars! Cute! I MUST HAVE IT!!
So I am off to bed, because sister is bushed! I need my rest...
Later days pretties!!
-- Adaam