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i've been thinking about god a lot recently. i'm really trying to figure my life out and i really would like for it to fit somewhere according to his plan.....
anyhow, as i was praying in the car on my way home tonight....cause that's the best pray time..... there was a song that said that "god is mindful of his people". "mindful"-mindfilled. wow. what an awesome way to picture god! he is mind filled w/ us.
anyhow, you probably think that i'm gay...i don't care. so anyhow, when i got home, i looked up mindful on dictionary.com.
mindful adjective - with of
(formal) aware (of); paying attention (to)
Example: to be mindful of their needs; Mindful of the dangers, he proceeded with caution.
anyway....i thought it was pretty cool. it has been a while since i got so excited about something so..... just humor me...okay?
in other news, i'm dating this guy that's engaged.....not to me. gah. i'm also dating this guy w/ a kid. gah. my life sucks. no wonder god wants me to know that i'm always on his mind. he's pissed! haha.
oh.... also my phone bill this month will probably make me go bankrupt. around 800 dollars.
um.........let's see. i need to add something positive......
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i've been watching heroes? no. that's not good enough.
um..... i figured out how water towers work! yeah...that's good. i've really been wondering that a while. glad i figured it out. god, my life is so frickin boring!
oh and also, i've narrowed my choices down to mtsu or dallas theological seminary.....and/or working for an adoption agency. if i do go back to school, i want to get my masters in communication. duno why. but that's how i roll, yo.
i miss my friends. sorry i bailed on you guys the other night. i think i would have fallen asleep on the way...
katie's birthday is this saturday. she's invited like 65 people from facebook. (just for the record, does anyone of my friends know me at all? i have so much frickin social anxiety! how am i suposed to deal w/ that?) oh and to top that off.....mark calls me and says...hey kelly, i'm bringing my girlfriend to katie's party. is that going to be a problem w/ you? i know how you don't like to see me w/ other girls.................. I HATE THINGS. not only are my "friends" coming to katie's party, but they are only coming for her. i have no idea how many times that i've asked them to come hang out and every single time, they frickin blow me off. i hate it. i'm pretty sure that i'm moving very far away soon. i'm tired of my so called friends. some of my other ones....... one in particular goes to alabama just about every weekend to see _________ and never sees me. gah. i duno what i did, but apparently i suck at life.
okay, guess i'm done ranting and raving.
i've just had a bad couple of days.
i wanna curl up in a ball and sleep. it's winter.....i can do that.
yeah....love you.
bye.
-kelisha.
anyhow, as i was praying in the car on my way home tonight....cause that's the best pray time..... there was a song that said that "god is mindful of his people". "mindful"-mindfilled. wow. what an awesome way to picture god! he is mind filled w/ us.
anyhow, you probably think that i'm gay...i don't care. so anyhow, when i got home, i looked up mindful on dictionary.com.
mindful adjective - with of
(formal) aware (of); paying attention (to)
Example: to be mindful of their needs; Mindful of the dangers, he proceeded with caution.
anyway....i thought it was pretty cool. it has been a while since i got so excited about something so..... just humor me...okay?
in other news, i'm dating this guy that's engaged.....not to me. gah. i'm also dating this guy w/ a kid. gah. my life sucks. no wonder god wants me to know that i'm always on his mind. he's pissed! haha.
oh.... also my phone bill this month will probably make me go bankrupt. around 800 dollars.
um.........let's see. i need to add something positive......
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........
....
..
.
i've been watching heroes? no. that's not good enough.
um..... i figured out how water towers work! yeah...that's good. i've really been wondering that a while. glad i figured it out. god, my life is so frickin boring!
oh and also, i've narrowed my choices down to mtsu or dallas theological seminary.....and/or working for an adoption agency. if i do go back to school, i want to get my masters in communication. duno why. but that's how i roll, yo.
i miss my friends. sorry i bailed on you guys the other night. i think i would have fallen asleep on the way...
katie's birthday is this saturday. she's invited like 65 people from facebook. (just for the record, does anyone of my friends know me at all? i have so much frickin social anxiety! how am i suposed to deal w/ that?) oh and to top that off.....mark calls me and says...hey kelly, i'm bringing my girlfriend to katie's party. is that going to be a problem w/ you? i know how you don't like to see me w/ other girls.................. I HATE THINGS. not only are my "friends" coming to katie's party, but they are only coming for her. i have no idea how many times that i've asked them to come hang out and every single time, they frickin blow me off. i hate it. i'm pretty sure that i'm moving very far away soon. i'm tired of my so called friends. some of my other ones....... one in particular goes to alabama just about every weekend to see _________ and never sees me. gah. i duno what i did, but apparently i suck at life.
okay, guess i'm done ranting and raving.
i've just had a bad couple of days.
i wanna curl up in a ball and sleep. it's winter.....i can do that.
yeah....love you.
bye.
-kelisha.