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I'm so scatterbrained. If you read my last entry, that proves it. It's just how I am, and people love me for it. Also, I am really forgetful. People like me for that too, at least my best friend does, she thinks its funny. =].
Not much has been happening lately in my life. Two of my best friends broke up, and they are still friends, so it's okay. And this other guy, that likes one of my best friends, keeps talking to me, but we are becoming friends and closer through all of it. I don't know, I seem to be very good to talk to, at least thats what people tell me. I have been told that I was a good friend, a caring person, and good and easy to talk to. Well, that alone makes me feel good =]. I like helping people, I like seeing the outcome of my helping. I like gaining friends, like I am right now. I am gaining a really close friend, we talk every day. And, I am being reconnected to old friends, and I love it. I really have grown up, along with everyone else. I learned to get over what someone does to you, and just let it go. Don't waste time being angry, because that's a minute in life you may never get back. I feel that I can trust almost all the people in my life, and I never felt like that.
There is only one thing that is really bugging me right now, and it's one of my friends. ex-friends if you want to get technical. I am still friends with her sister, and I was with my friend Shawn and/or Dan, I can't remember, the other day, and we just showed up at their house. And, she just makes me feel really really unwelcome. She acts cold toward me, and ignores what I say. She IMed me and said sorry for doing it, but I don't know, I just think she shouldn't try to hurt someone that is out of her life, because she thought I was a bad friend, when really, it was mostly both of us. So whatever, it just hurts me when I have to see her. And I'm not gonna not see her sister, I like her sister. But, I just wish that she would get over me "being a bad friend" or whatever I did to make her mad, and be normal around me.
This time when Brad left, I didn't really feel attached, because, well, I didn't let myself. But, its really cool, we text sometimes, and joke around about things that we never used to. I miss the kid, and I hope I get to see him again one day. He is a great person (most of the time...=]) and I just wish he was here. But, I don't think him and I would get along like we do if he was here. Idk, I just am happy he like texts me and stuff, cuz he used to ignore me when he would leave. I like this way better.
I think I'm over that guy. Well, both of them. I wouldn't mind dating either one of them, but it's not a big important thing in my life at the moment.
That 10 or 12 ppl thing on myspace or facebook....yeah I feel I could do a new one every week, people change so much lol.
I'm outtt. <333
Not much has been happening lately in my life. Two of my best friends broke up, and they are still friends, so it's okay. And this other guy, that likes one of my best friends, keeps talking to me, but we are becoming friends and closer through all of it. I don't know, I seem to be very good to talk to, at least thats what people tell me. I have been told that I was a good friend, a caring person, and good and easy to talk to. Well, that alone makes me feel good =]. I like helping people, I like seeing the outcome of my helping. I like gaining friends, like I am right now. I am gaining a really close friend, we talk every day. And, I am being reconnected to old friends, and I love it. I really have grown up, along with everyone else. I learned to get over what someone does to you, and just let it go. Don't waste time being angry, because that's a minute in life you may never get back. I feel that I can trust almost all the people in my life, and I never felt like that.
There is only one thing that is really bugging me right now, and it's one of my friends. ex-friends if you want to get technical. I am still friends with her sister, and I was with my friend Shawn and/or Dan, I can't remember, the other day, and we just showed up at their house. And, she just makes me feel really really unwelcome. She acts cold toward me, and ignores what I say. She IMed me and said sorry for doing it, but I don't know, I just think she shouldn't try to hurt someone that is out of her life, because she thought I was a bad friend, when really, it was mostly both of us. So whatever, it just hurts me when I have to see her. And I'm not gonna not see her sister, I like her sister. But, I just wish that she would get over me "being a bad friend" or whatever I did to make her mad, and be normal around me.
This time when Brad left, I didn't really feel attached, because, well, I didn't let myself. But, its really cool, we text sometimes, and joke around about things that we never used to. I miss the kid, and I hope I get to see him again one day. He is a great person (most of the time...=]) and I just wish he was here. But, I don't think him and I would get along like we do if he was here. Idk, I just am happy he like texts me and stuff, cuz he used to ignore me when he would leave. I like this way better.
I think I'm over that guy. Well, both of them. I wouldn't mind dating either one of them, but it's not a big important thing in my life at the moment.
That 10 or 12 ppl thing on myspace or facebook....yeah I feel I could do a new one every week, people change so much lol.
I'm outtt. <333