somethings never do change..
god i cant wait till school lets out for christmas break. one more day, i can do it, i think.
soo gay. oh well.
failed like every test i took today, which was three. ohhh boy. i hate myself, i hate myself.
i have some writing to post..
'what did i think? i dont know. i was only something to you for five minutes. five wonderful minutes, at that. but i'm nothing anymore. good for a conversation when nobody else is around, the girl who'll always smile at you when you walk by. the one who will always be there for reassuarance. she understands you, and she's the backup for when nothing else is going right. but i was merely a character in a short chapter of your life--you meet, you like each other, but eventually, you move on. which you did. move on, that is. but i haven't. because i can't. ive come to the harsh realization that you may be one of the only ones for me. i've tried to forget so many times, but i think you've forgotten enough for the both of us. you told me some things i'll never forget. i'll never forget you, either. because as much as i hate it, you're my only."
The leaves turn brown
And then they fall
As I wonder if
You care at all.
The snow collects
On the ground..
The tears from my eyes
Don't make a sound.
I'm trying to forget
Everything about you.
But I'm so entrapped
In the memories of you.
I just can't forget
The things that you do.
Why can't I
Forget about you?
So loosen your grip
Please let me slip away,
Just know that I wont forget
The things you used to say.
"don't you wish that
if you wanted somebody,
you could have them?"
i think thats it.
Exciting things:
last day of school tomorrow.
maddy comes tomorrow!
me & laurens party tomorrow.
christmas saturday!
-and there was never any place
for someone like me to be
totally happy.
some things never do change.-
^ i loooooooove something corporate. (or soco as me and em call em. ha)
im so confused.
about life.
about friends.
about YOU.
about..everything.
peace out, motha effas. comment, biatch.
<33 me.