"she can't fall for you if you aren't there to catch her"
wow, i love the OC so much. last night's was phenomenal. i cant wait till next thursday. i live for seth cohen. and you totally know it, bitchesssss.
i've done a lot of writing lately. here's some shiaaaat.
and i don't know what i expected. that you'd turn around, look at me, and fall? was i hoping that you'd fall, and never get up? that i'd catch you and you'd realize i was always here--right in front of your face. but you never even realized it. i don't know where i got that idea. probably something i dreamed up. my world's perfect in my dreams. it's like i'm alice and my dreams are my wonderland. sometimes i never want to wake up. i just want to stay with you in love with me forever. but you'll never be in love with me, you barely even know that we met. that we talked for hours on the phone that one night, but somehow it evaporated...everything disappeared. and i try to get your attention. i fell for you. why don't you just fall for me? or rather, just let me walk away. let me walk away with my heart in one piece and my tears still behind my eyes. without one single tear in my heart or tear on my cheek. because we all know my heart is like a vase--when it falls, it breaks.
how did ya like that one kids?
I can see the tears forming
In the back of your eyes..
As you struggle to tell me
Your victory-based lies.
And the stability you have
Given yourself
Is swiftly slipping away..
As you cry your tears, and wipe them
With nothing left to say.
And the past that you have been through
Is eating you alive
And you're struggling as you try
To at least survive.
And the ties that are between us
Have yet to be broken;
But as you try to end what's between us
It seems as though your choking.
And its hard for you to understand
Why I still love you.
And I'm trying to at least give a hand,
Because there's nothing else I can do.
And letting go is the hardest thing,
When nothings left for you.
But sometimes you have to walk away..
And leave what's left, behind you.
and that one? yes, well.. i best be on my way. i'll update later.
it was a work of art, the way this fell apart.
happy birthday caroline!
happy birthday mike!