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Strictly speaking from a clinical standpoint I am very suicidal if my actions are any indication of what my subconscious is telling me. Sign one, I am patching up damaged relationships. Sign two I am giving away valued items to friends and family. Sign three I am discussing terminating my employment openly. And lastly I have recently acquired a fire arm. Now before any of you call the police, rest assured I am not going to kill myself. I am however contemplating vanishing into the nothingness from which each of you found me. I am not trying to hurt any one’s feelings I am just feeling a little overwhelmed right now and I don’t have any more answers. Why is it I can look at other people tell them what is wrong and how to go about fixing it yet when I examine my own life and try to do the same I come up lacking any advice? I am great at pointing out my faults, but none of my strengths. I can tell you everything wrong with me, but I can’t tell you how I am going to fix me. I’d add more but this point I am too tired and depressed to go on.