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i havnt updated in a while. well lets see. im not going out with matt anymore. it was just that he is kinda like my best freind and all and that seems really really wierd. but yeah i dont think he is made at me anymore . but yeah iv been going over amandas house alot. its just soooooooo fun. and its great because the last time that i was over there me here and jessica were planning to make a movie. but before that jess's boyfreind. hes in liek 7th grade was all like ghetto and everything. but yeah me and him were on the trampoline. and he was like ill take you down. so he was bouncing and he knocked me over a couple of times. so im like ok why dont we do this on the ground. and hes like no no i cant. and im like thats exactly why ur doing better right now than me is because you are jumping feets over my head and you exspect me to get you down in the air? well anyway im like ok. and i go karate on his ass . oooo yeah. well hes like what are you doing? and im like im gunna kick ur ass. and hes liek what the fuck are you doing. i was in this like stansa. but it was awsome. i so kicked his ass infront of his girlfriend. it was great. well after i beat him , me and amanda and jess decide to make this movie. and im telling you right now it was the most fucking funniest thing i have ever seen. like hilarouse. but yeah it took us 20 min to do a short little scene. wow i havnt laught like that ina while. gut bursting fun there. and yeah stuff. well today in school was fun. but there were some things on my mind. i heard from alot of people that people told them i give good head. and it was funny. but then someone told me that steve liked me. and im like ok? but right after that they said that he still liked matt. yeah im gunna let it go. because there is always a catch .always another person. btu whatever. im single and im happy. yeah but what he knows it that im still crazy about him. uterly crazy. lol. well hmmm.... im sitting here writting this in asap. ugh i dont wanna be here. i was up all night cleaning my room. ugh. well yeah im not gunna say anything more because im bored and im gunna wait untill i can get out of this hell hole place we call school. lol

I......I....ughhh

-jdizzel