Hello, my name is Big B, and this is why you should never never ever ever try halucinogenics...
So my life has taken a unexpected turn for the better, leaving me perma smiled for hours on end... only because I've met someone worth my time, someone... ahh, I don't know... amazing. And you would look at him and think "What the fuck is she thinking?" Only because he is the complete opposite of me entirely. The whole redneck, country listenin', cowboy boot wearin', back roadin' type of boy who I would never think I could like. But you know, that teaches me something. It teaches me I don't restrict myself to one type of person. Sorry this part is random but I think SubWay makes me sick.. but god it is soooo good. Anyways, yeah. I've liked him for awhile, but he had a girlfriend and I pretty much gave up all hope until one day he broke up with her. And then it still wasn't going anywhere, until one day he showed up at my house, and we hung out everyday since then, with the exception of yesterday because I was passed out cold, and today because I have to go see my therapist. So he's an asshole, grade A one too, proud of him though because he's a smart asshole, not the mean type. I mean he's mean, but whatever, that's what made me like him in the first place. Witty son of a bitch. I pretty much spend most of my hours in a day talking to him in some form or another. People have seen a change in me, I'm the happiest kid you'll ever meet on any given day. But we aren't dating, we are taking things slow... seeing how things will go, you know. But it was such a shock to me whenever he told me he was starting to like me. I was like damn, I'm one lucky son of a bitch. So that's my life right now, it's been beautiful. Couldn't ask for me. I see the love of my life Megan all the time now, like the good ol' days. I'm hanging out with Jordan alot, which is amazing because he is, and just enjoying myself. I'm hanging out with different people everyday and it reasures me that I'm living life, despite the probation. Which might I add is going well too. Le sigh, I have nothing more to say. Just that I'm finally happy again.