Sleep Spent this Last Year.

[brokennecks]

It would explain why ive been acting this way right?
i know i can't blame it on you,
but its easier then saying that theres no reason...
cause there is.
and that, you, are almost all of my reason.
All I wanna do is walk around with my head down,
and push away anyone who tells me that they care.
Because if i stay in your life too long,
i'll ruin it for you,
there is no excuse for this behavior,
but i cant control it well enough.
I Pick up that photo...
and all i see is a black and white print
of the way that everyday should be
Ive been asleep inside...
for two years...
im afraid that i wont ever wake up.