sigh... im sick of it
Hey, sigh... mom totally spazed out today... over giving lynn her check early b/c she had to leave for a doc. app. and mom just blew up and continued from noon untill like 3:00. (when she left) well shes prolly going on about it to jessie but hey im not hearing it.
man i just cant understand her, she seriously needs some drugs, and theapy... lots of them. i mean we cant live with her any more, and shes driving lynn nuts, she on the brink of quiting. she told me today no wonder i had problems growing up.... and she says its horrible how mom talks to me, like saying i was dressed whore ish today, lynn says i was really cute.
gah o well its just my life for you... i cant wait to leave and go up north... i'll be an entire day away, no way mom will drive that far to bug me.
i hope me and keith get to live together, i just hate haveing no money to contribute... maybe i'll get the job at marshall fields, save some money... i wanna fix my car too. get a new hood and fender. i put a want ad on ebay, it was free and last 60 days so now if some one list one i'll be notified, and ppl can look thru them like want ads too. one guy responded already but his saturn was green, and i really dont wanna have to paint it. maybe if it were gold then i might consider, b/c it'd be easier to pain over... but still.
me and keith are going to the movies tonight... i really miss him, he seems really sarcastic today, and maybe i'm just reading his txt wrong... or maybe he just wants to see me, instead of working, plus hes getting sick with something... so he might not feel well. either way i'm sure once i see him it'll all be good.
its raining again, its been raining all day on and off, mostly on. lmao. i like the rain tho, esp if it were a bit warmer. but its all good, cept i wore sandels today, b/c i couldn't find any socks... hehe. i gotta pee, lol so ttyl
~Mya
man i just cant understand her, she seriously needs some drugs, and theapy... lots of them. i mean we cant live with her any more, and shes driving lynn nuts, she on the brink of quiting. she told me today no wonder i had problems growing up.... and she says its horrible how mom talks to me, like saying i was dressed whore ish today, lynn says i was really cute.
gah o well its just my life for you... i cant wait to leave and go up north... i'll be an entire day away, no way mom will drive that far to bug me.
i hope me and keith get to live together, i just hate haveing no money to contribute... maybe i'll get the job at marshall fields, save some money... i wanna fix my car too. get a new hood and fender. i put a want ad on ebay, it was free and last 60 days so now if some one list one i'll be notified, and ppl can look thru them like want ads too. one guy responded already but his saturn was green, and i really dont wanna have to paint it. maybe if it were gold then i might consider, b/c it'd be easier to pain over... but still.
me and keith are going to the movies tonight... i really miss him, he seems really sarcastic today, and maybe i'm just reading his txt wrong... or maybe he just wants to see me, instead of working, plus hes getting sick with something... so he might not feel well. either way i'm sure once i see him it'll all be good.
its raining again, its been raining all day on and off, mostly on. lmao. i like the rain tho, esp if it were a bit warmer. but its all good, cept i wore sandels today, b/c i couldn't find any socks... hehe. i gotta pee, lol so ttyl
~Mya