stop. collaborate and listen.
essay. finished finally, and turned out halfway decent. spent alot of time feeling sorry for myself earlier, until i decided to fucking get up, do what i had to do and now i feel good. so fuck you.
manipulative? i'd have to say so. selfish? hm, yeah. changed? yeah, for better or worse? ...
Put on my pj’s and hop into bed
I’m half alive but I feel mostly dead
I, I try and tell myself it’ll be all right
I just shouldn’t think anymore tonight