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my mom waited at the movies while i went to make sure i wasn't there with anyone i wasn't supposed to be with. i walked out and she was sitting in the lobby, and then i went to the bathroom and went back to the movie and she had made her way in front of it. i was more angry then, in those few seconds than i have ever been with her. i also just found it incredibly pathetic on her part, but she wouldn't be doing it if i wasn't such a bad kid or "going off the deep end" as she says. besides that, little things with everyone in my life have been bothering me and i have been real emotional. jealousy, guilt, and feeling not wanted or talked about when im not around have been getting the best of me. i really do wish i could just do away with feeling.