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I dont know what to expect from this. Is any of this real. I dont know how im supposed to react or be. Im very lost in my posistion and my head is playing games with me. I just want my head to shut up. But im afraid to let anything else lead me. I dont really trust myself to go the right way right now. Why, i dont know. Theres just that little bit of doubt built up in the back of my mind that is festering. Its growing and i have to stop it if i want to be happy. But how do i know the doubt isnt justified. What if i just dont wanna listen but should. Damn i dont know.
Bleh.
Bleh.