..blah and more blah to come
so..im waiting for Lawrence to jump online cuz i wanna tell him about expanding his forums.. i wanna turn it into its own website, with video tutorials and shit. Good stuff...
i get my ipod mini hopefully soon.. that'll be AWESOME.. i can't believe i can get a FREE one.. JESUS
eh.. i don't know..
why can't shit be easy
why can't i just get great grades..
why can't i just have the things i want..
why can't alicia just date me
why can't shit be easy..
"nothing worth doing is easy"
i keep telling myself that..
i have to be the stupidest fucking person alive to deal with the bullshit that comes with the situation between me and alicia.. but i keep on keepin on.. you know why? cuz im stupid? no.. cuz 2 reasons..
she made me promise id never let her get away
and i love her to death..
she completes me in ways i wasn't aware i needed completeing..
blah.. gayness sets in..
christmas should be fun this year.. i hope everyone is pleased with what i bring to the table..
anyways.. thats all for jakie tonight..
im going to sleep..
hmm.. yanno. after this year.. "jakie" doesn't seem to bother me anymore.. strange how that works..
and i think its great when alicia calls me by my full name.. kinda.. idk..
anyways.. off to make a new demo, get a pastromi, and hit the sack.. later gater!
i get my ipod mini hopefully soon.. that'll be AWESOME.. i can't believe i can get a FREE one.. JESUS
eh.. i don't know..
why can't shit be easy
why can't i just get great grades..
why can't i just have the things i want..
why can't alicia just date me
why can't shit be easy..
"nothing worth doing is easy"
i keep telling myself that..
i have to be the stupidest fucking person alive to deal with the bullshit that comes with the situation between me and alicia.. but i keep on keepin on.. you know why? cuz im stupid? no.. cuz 2 reasons..
she made me promise id never let her get away
and i love her to death..
she completes me in ways i wasn't aware i needed completeing..
blah.. gayness sets in..
christmas should be fun this year.. i hope everyone is pleased with what i bring to the table..
anyways.. thats all for jakie tonight..
im going to sleep..
hmm.. yanno. after this year.. "jakie" doesn't seem to bother me anymore.. strange how that works..
and i think its great when alicia calls me by my full name.. kinda.. idk..
anyways.. off to make a new demo, get a pastromi, and hit the sack.. later gater!