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I used to be this tall bright burning candle.
Now I'm just a pile of waxy remains.
My flame is gone.
I. Am. A. Total. Fuck. Up.
Seriously.
Where the hell am I going in life?
I have no direction. I have no motivation. I wake up in the morning and just lay there and stare at the ceiling. Time for school comes around- I'm still just laying there listening to dead air and someone's heart beating. Mine obviously.
The two days I actually attempted to go to class in the last two weeks, my class was cancelled. How motivational to my fragile state of mind.
It's fucking 2:25 a.m. and I'm watching Follow That Bird.
How do I let things get like this?
When did I get to this point of just not giving a fuck?
How did I get here and not even realize where I was going?
Now I'm just a pile of waxy remains.
My flame is gone.
I. Am. A. Total. Fuck. Up.
Seriously.
Where the hell am I going in life?
I have no direction. I have no motivation. I wake up in the morning and just lay there and stare at the ceiling. Time for school comes around- I'm still just laying there listening to dead air and someone's heart beating. Mine obviously.
The two days I actually attempted to go to class in the last two weeks, my class was cancelled. How motivational to my fragile state of mind.
It's fucking 2:25 a.m. and I'm watching Follow That Bird.
How do I let things get like this?
When did I get to this point of just not giving a fuck?
How did I get here and not even realize where I was going?