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I cried today....
For the first time in a long, long time..
Lately, everybody, and I do mean everybody, has been asking me about Amy..
And I miss her.. Alot.
I can't got through school without thinking of some sort of memory of something fun we did or said..
And it just seems like the one moment, the one minute I don't have her on my mind someone askes about her, or says something about her..
And ofcourse there's those daily reminders..
was in toys-r-us the other day..
it said something about the elementry school she went to *atleast I think it was, or it was like a close name*
I keep seeing these girls and when I first see them, They look like Amy, something about them makes them look like her, then when I look at them again, they look nothing like her..
Today Zach said "I think I saw Amy at your school today" ((they were at the school for rehersals or w/e))
In Environmental science I opened my book and it said "Amy Davis" in it and I was like WTF?!?!
So I got a pass, got one foot in the hall before I start fuckin' crying my eyes out..
Then Tom kept asking what was wrong and I kept saying nothing
He kinda yelled at me that I always say he's one of my closest friends and I always shut him out..
I told him its not just him
and I started crying again..
He seemed alittle freaked after that..idk...
Muschong didn't make me go to my seat, I think he knew something was up....
Or maybe he was just being nice.. Who knows??
Blah.