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Things have been alright I guess..
It's like something clicked in my head or maybe it was everyone elses?
The last few days of school were okay when it came to like Adam & Tom & What not..
Or atleast, I think they were? I dunno..
Sometimes I have this numbing sense of emptiness that seems to just hallow me out..
I hate that feeling..
I feel whole when I'm with people
or when I'm talking to Pete..
Going to confrences were okay I suppose
My mom and I got into a little bit of an argument about it because she was mad that I didn't finish the kitchen or something, then I got pissed off and started crying because she has no fucking problem going to the twins confrences, or concerts or whatever other stupid school shit they have, but when I was in school I missed almost every concert I had, or I had to have my dad come to confrences late because Mom couldn't or wouldn't. So she was pissy with me and just rawr. I cried the whole way there, and finally stoped as we were getting out of the car.. Get the stupid thing.. Six A's Two B's. "B Honor Roll" once again. She perked right up when she knew we were getting another one of those goddamn bumper stickers. She doesn't even have hers on the van, she has it inside sittin on the dashboard. Then we got info about my Class ring & Senior wear & what not.. got some Taco Bell then came came home & watched CSI
I was hoping I was going to have a better year this year when it came to people passing away but apparently I was way off...
R.I.P Robert Cady II
I think 52 years old is still too young to die.
Gawd. There were so many complications with that..
I don't even know if the story have I know is 100% true, cuz so much stuff happend..
I feel bad for the family though..
Sammy is taking it soooo hard, I think he was kinda close with Bob.. I mean, shit, Bob was practically Sam's father-in-law..
We ended up going to Kohls over by Lakeside and buying the twins and I some new shoes.. I got a pair of NSS' (my Canvas pair) and a pair of Converse (my leather pair for winter time) they're cool.. I love how my dad has accepted the fact that I won't wear girl shoes.. I always pick out guy shoes.. haha
My family is offically addicted to the Sims 2.. heh..
and.. Yeah..
I still miss Jeremy, I wanna write to him, but I don't have stamps or anything to be able to send it, so worse comes to worse when I do get stamps he's going to get a novel of a note from me =D
I started writing in a note book..Ironically its a the five subject Scott gave me when we went to Cedar Point this year....
I finally talked to Eric.. Dude, I've missed him, so much. I really miss hangin out with the WEEZYS! lol.. I miss meijering.. I haven't done that in like a year now.. It's kinda depressing. =(
Wednesday Big Rob Drove me home from school.. HE HAS A PURPLE TRUCK!! hehe.. He picked me up so we could discuss when I'm going to Nevada cuz he might be comming with me.. That will be fun because neither of us have ever been on a plane before, lol. Go us!
I started hardcore listening to country music again, woo hoo? I dunno
yeah... my fingers are frozen now, I'm gonna go relax or something cuz I'm kinda tired
It's like something clicked in my head or maybe it was everyone elses?
The last few days of school were okay when it came to like Adam & Tom & What not..
Or atleast, I think they were? I dunno..
Sometimes I have this numbing sense of emptiness that seems to just hallow me out..
I hate that feeling..
I feel whole when I'm with people
or when I'm talking to Pete..
Going to confrences were okay I suppose
My mom and I got into a little bit of an argument about it because she was mad that I didn't finish the kitchen or something, then I got pissed off and started crying because she has no fucking problem going to the twins confrences, or concerts or whatever other stupid school shit they have, but when I was in school I missed almost every concert I had, or I had to have my dad come to confrences late because Mom couldn't or wouldn't. So she was pissy with me and just rawr. I cried the whole way there, and finally stoped as we were getting out of the car.. Get the stupid thing.. Six A's Two B's. "B Honor Roll" once again. She perked right up when she knew we were getting another one of those goddamn bumper stickers. She doesn't even have hers on the van, she has it inside sittin on the dashboard. Then we got info about my Class ring & Senior wear & what not.. got some Taco Bell then came came home & watched CSI
I was hoping I was going to have a better year this year when it came to people passing away but apparently I was way off...
R.I.P Robert Cady II
I think 52 years old is still too young to die.
Gawd. There were so many complications with that..
I don't even know if the story have I know is 100% true, cuz so much stuff happend..
I feel bad for the family though..
Sammy is taking it soooo hard, I think he was kinda close with Bob.. I mean, shit, Bob was practically Sam's father-in-law..
We ended up going to Kohls over by Lakeside and buying the twins and I some new shoes.. I got a pair of NSS' (my Canvas pair) and a pair of Converse (my leather pair for winter time) they're cool.. I love how my dad has accepted the fact that I won't wear girl shoes.. I always pick out guy shoes.. haha
My family is offically addicted to the Sims 2.. heh..
and.. Yeah..
I still miss Jeremy, I wanna write to him, but I don't have stamps or anything to be able to send it, so worse comes to worse when I do get stamps he's going to get a novel of a note from me =D
I started writing in a note book..Ironically its a the five subject Scott gave me when we went to Cedar Point this year....
I finally talked to Eric.. Dude, I've missed him, so much. I really miss hangin out with the WEEZYS! lol.. I miss meijering.. I haven't done that in like a year now.. It's kinda depressing. =(
Wednesday Big Rob Drove me home from school.. HE HAS A PURPLE TRUCK!! hehe.. He picked me up so we could discuss when I'm going to Nevada cuz he might be comming with me.. That will be fun because neither of us have ever been on a plane before, lol. Go us!
I started hardcore listening to country music again, woo hoo? I dunno
yeah... my fingers are frozen now, I'm gonna go relax or something cuz I'm kinda tired