..can’t spare no angel..

[brokening]

Lord deliver me from vacuous-headed, petty shit I should not care about.

Indifference on tap, to swim in the nothing.
and play in it's empty playground

My stomach has the feel of ill-ease and emptiness, sans the hunger.

Somehow, I always feel like I'm failing at being human; I'm not sure if anyones keeping score,
besides me.
I think that's maybe the human condition and is always the case regardless of situation.
Life is an mmorpg, you can't win, but you just keep raiding.

I think attempts at being introspective and deep are slightly marred when using World of warcraft as an analogic device.
fuck it

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Several hundred dollars later, I may get my car back tomorrow, or shortly.
*le sigh*

I've been running a 2-3 kms every morning as soon as I get up. I work out a decent amount, but I've never been a great decent runner, I don't have the lungs for it.
I've been good though, and I think I'll stay the course.

"O Lord, grant me tears of repentance, remembrance of death, and the sense of peace"