I felt like putting a bullet between the eyes of every panda that wouldnt fuck to save its species
This hurricane shit's getting ridiculous.
My house has no power so I've been holed up with amber sense friday or saturday.
Today it rained. In the house. Ouch.
I feel like destroying something beautifull. Only, there's nothing left that hasn't already been destroyed.
If you were out last night at about 4 - 5 am and you saw the imaculately beautiful heat lightning that seemed to burst and fill the world with hope and dread all at once you're one of the lucky ones that may possibly be able to grasp how it is i feel.
Like the way you can put pots and pans and umbrellas and dog dishes to catch the first couple leaks from the havacked roof only to eventually realise that not only are more gunna spring but the originals are just going to keep running thats where i am in life.
I've used up every bucket, every pot, every emotional rain catcher I've got only to be left in a terential down pour. With every day I come to grips with what came before I only dig my self deeper into a situation that is never going to turn out anything other than devestating for all parties involved (most specificly me) let alone anywhere near happily ever after.
but whate there to do?
I'm already here with far to many dog dishes to worry about emptying every ten minutes to even consider running for higher ground.
- and than she was gone,
♥ ♥ Adrienne Nicole
My house has no power so I've been holed up with amber sense friday or saturday.
Today it rained. In the house. Ouch.
I feel like destroying something beautifull. Only, there's nothing left that hasn't already been destroyed.
If you were out last night at about 4 - 5 am and you saw the imaculately beautiful heat lightning that seemed to burst and fill the world with hope and dread all at once you're one of the lucky ones that may possibly be able to grasp how it is i feel.
Like the way you can put pots and pans and umbrellas and dog dishes to catch the first couple leaks from the havacked roof only to eventually realise that not only are more gunna spring but the originals are just going to keep running thats where i am in life.
I've used up every bucket, every pot, every emotional rain catcher I've got only to be left in a terential down pour. With every day I come to grips with what came before I only dig my self deeper into a situation that is never going to turn out anything other than devestating for all parties involved (most specificly me) let alone anywhere near happily ever after.
but whate there to do?
I'm already here with far to many dog dishes to worry about emptying every ten minutes to even consider running for higher ground.
- and than she was gone,
♥ ♥ Adrienne Nicole