Pencil Case
When they all left
I cried over promises kept
Memories cherised
Turned into regrets
I must've slept for days
I must've drowned in my own pain
I could tell, but I can't remember
I could tell, but I can't remember
Songs remain unwritten
The moments stay unlived
I don't want
Your fucking food
All I want is an escape
All I want is a true friend
I'm asking for too much again
I'm asking for too much again
Now tell me how am I supposed to leave her
When she's the only one
That when the world ended
Stuck by my side
When the notes ceased
When the sun escaped
And when everyone was so damn busy
To notice I was fading away
Now don't tell me that you're broken
You don't begin to understand
I haven't seen her smile
I, I haven't seen her smile
I'm escaping on sorrows
To make her feel anything at all
And I'm seconds away from betraying your trust
Watch me as I make myself fall apart
Oh, I can't make you love me
Or bleed feelings when you can't feel them
I can't make you keep your words
Or choke on them when you don't keep them
But I sure as hell can control my tears
I can bury on my arms the heart of every fear
I can drown my thoughts in one only purpose
To forget my bed's empty and my words are sore
Yes, I can, and I will
Oh, I wanna make you bleed and hurt
In places you never thought you could
You're the worst kind of wrong
Watch me as I make myself fall apart... again
Maybe then you will save me