About ME!
Hello. My name is Chris Bryant.
No not Chris. It is Chris Bryant. Gosshhhh.
This is EVERYTHING you need to know about me. No kidding. It's a flippen novel:
Beliefs
I believe in Jesus. I am a Christian. I will let you KNOW my beliefs... but I WON'T try to PUSH them upon you. I think it is your own decision to find what you believe in... if I can help you that is great... but by the end of the day, I shouldn't enforce what you believe in.
I believe that everyone can find happiness by accepting their own self (knowing your own strengths and weeknesses), accepting life's struggles, and by learning your purpose on earth. I believe everyone has a specific purpose on earth, and everyone should try to push themselves to find this purpose and fulfil it. I believe that everyone goes thru struggles and hardships in life, but by accepting the fact that life isn't perfect... and learning that you can always make yourself stronger thru the hardships in life... struggles won't hurt you but will only better you as a person.
Career
My career is probably the second most important thing in my life, next to God. I want to be many things in life. I want to model, sing, act,.... be on reality tv... many-many things. I love too many things in life to really do one thing for my whole entire life. I want to do everything! My plan right now is to major in broadcasting, and become a TV/Radio Personality... but who knows what will happen? I really like to model... but I really have to gain a bit of weight to do that. So to do so I am going to work my butt off by drinking protein-shakes and working out. I really think if I work hard... I can do good in that field. I really just want to be an over-all talent and I want the world to see that. I want my talent to express my experiences in life so that it can help others thru their life struggles. I want to touch other's lives thru my work.
Friends
I have amazing friends. Most of them are amazing, anyhows. I have recently learned that I don't need to rely on friends as much as I have in the past. Friends eventually can do some pretty bad things to you. They make mistakes, like everyone else, and if you put too much faith in them... they will turn you down.
I pretty much don't believe in "best friends forever" anymore. I just think people change and stuff over time and its hard to really have a "best friends" relationship forever. There are a few people who can do it... but most people can't. I don't believe that I will be friends with the people I am close to now for the rest of my life. Theres maybe a few that I might be able to carry on a friendship for a long time... but I'm not really sure.
I've actually met most of my better friends in the past few months. I met a lot of cool friends thru a local stage studio... which was really awesome. I met and got to know Jordan, Jeremy, Alden, and LeAnna there. They are really close to me, now. Jordan and I used to hate eachother... and now he is like one of my best friends. He has introduced me to James... who is one of my closer friends right now too. He is a really awesome kid.
I've had a friend, Katherine, for a long time now. She came in at the last few months of my 8th grade school year. We didn't talk for a bit... and suddenly we are pretty close now. I really trust that kid and I think that she is one of my best friends. She is one of those people that I feel that I might actually be friends with for a very long time. She introduced me to two new friends that I have been close to lately; Blaine and Calisha. These two kids are very different, yet really awesome. I really think that they are all really great people!
I also have a new friend... that I haven't been close to before... but I suddenly am now. I call her "Sher"... because her name is basically impossible to spell. She is an amazing person and goes thru so much in life. We are both going thru many similar things in life, right now, so she is a great person to talk to if I need help. She is pretty awesome.
Most of my life-long friends that I have had before that are just really too busy for me. I am a very career-oriented person, and most of the friends that I have had for my whole life are the same way. But we are kind-of splitting apart; as we all are working so hard in different fields. I still think I will know them for my whole life, though. Jaclyn was my best friend for my whole life... until now. We are splitting apart, due to life's changes... but I still love that kid. She has been with me thru everything. She is one of the most important people in my life's overall story. It is hard to be so close to someone, and now be drifted apart from them.... but its just life. I met her at Saint Mary's Catholic School; along with my friends Justin and Christina. Justin goes to Aycock and plays soccer all the time... so I don't get to see him much... but we talk on the phone as much as we can. I'm still pretty close to him, although I barely ever get to see him. Christina moved to NYC a few years ago. I only get to see her when she visits, which isn't often, but it is great when I get to see her! She is a really strong person and has been thru so much in life. Another one of my friends that I have known for a while is Kat-o. Yes... that is the only name I will call her. I have known for for three years and she is an amazing person... and mother. Yes she has has a beautiful daughter, who I love. I don't get to see Kat-o much because she works, goes to college, and takes care of her baby. She is an extremely hardworking person... one of the strongest people I know.
Relationships
Ok so... relationships are a very important thing in most people's lives. Pretty much... everyone's lives... unless your a priest or something. Relationships are pretty important to me... but not as much as my art and as my career. I want someone who can accept the fact that my career is so important to me. I have been in a lot of trashy relationships... so I am really waiting for a girl who can treat ME right. I am tired of being the nice guy who gets taken advantage of all the time. I want a girl who is independent, isn't jealous, and who isn't boring. The sad thing is... I find a lot of girls to be really boring. I want a girl who is wild... and likes to have a good time... yet can control herself and won't "throw" herself at any guy she sees.
Myself as a Person
I am a pretty interesting person. I have a great personality... I love to be wild and crazy and have fun. I get bored with people easily. I don't hang out with boring and safe people. They just... annoy me. I like to be myself... which people see me as a basketcase because I am pretttty strange, but I really don't care anymore.
I am really strange though. I have the craziest fears... yet I am not afraid of the craziest things. I don't think that is a bad thing though.
I am very OCD about different things... mainly about what I look like. I was treated bad throughout my life for being ugly... and when I started ermm... becoming handsomer... I became obsessive about what I looked like. I don't have a problem with what I look like; it is just when any little thing looks wrong on me... I freak out. I have been getting better about controlling my image issues. I have learned how to control panic attacks about my image more easily.
I really love to hang out with friends... and who doesn't?? If you are "going to be my friend"... a warning for you: I WILL MAKE YOU BROKE. lol. Ask James if you don't believe me. He now has like 12 dollars... and he had like... 100 dollars the week before. So WATCH OUT!
I love all types of music. I listen to ghetto people's music, broadway soundtracks, or random alternative stuff. I really listen to everything though. I think that the music you listen to can affect you as a person... so I don't try to listen to anything that is too "dirty."
I love New York City and broadway plays. I went there for the first time this summer. I saw Phantom of the Opera, Wicked, and Rent. Wicked is my favorite play of all time. It is an amazing story and has fantastic music. It just has one of those stories that really touches your heart.
I love computers and technology. I know thats a really nerdy interest, but you can get over it. I go window shopping for cellphones and PDA's often. I love looking at the latest gadgets. I love cameras... as I have done some photography before. I really love to take pictures. I take my camera with me, often.
I also love reading blogs about music, famous people, and such. Sence I want to be a TV/Radio personality... I have to keep up-to-date with famous people in case I have to talk about previous incedents on an interview or on a talk show in the future.
Well I think that is about all I can say about myself. That was pretty much the longest thing I have ever written. If you want to know more about me... just ask. Message me for my AIM and we can chat! I love to talk on AIM. =-]
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-Chris Bryant