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My mom just called because they asked her to work on sunday but she's not and we're still going to wicked she said the only reason we'd have to postpone it again is if something happened to Marilyn. Right now she's in home i guess you'd call it for terminally ill patients, Doug called yesterday for my mom because he wants ehr to go on chemo again but i guess that's not an option. She's dying. We use to see Dave, Doug, and Marilyn every weekend or every other weekend but then jason and doug had too much work to get together often and marilyn got sick, she hasn't wanted to see people. I've talked to her on the phone when she's called my mom, not a conversation, she asks me how I'm feeling, but what was I suppose to say to her? I wasafraid to talk to my uncle on the phone when he was sick, that was before he went into the icu, the last time heard his voice was when I was in the car with my dad after a doctors appointment, the gastroentorologist(sp?) and my dad was talking to him on speaker phone, I don't think I said anyting though, I'm not sure. I can't imagine how Doug feels, he's 17 and his mother is dying and davemust be going through hell. I hate cancer so much, it takes to many people, it took uncle darryl, it took aunt sandy, it took ruby( aunt sandy and ruby died before I was born) now it's taking marilyn not to mention the numerous other family member who thank g-d survived, there's probably more who dies of it and I just don't know, I hate it's not fair! stupid cancer, ugh it's so horrible and evil.