Lost...
I feel completely compelled and overwhelmed at this point.
There is so much I want to do. I feel the need to create something amazing. Create something out of words, paint, or to just draw- I don't know. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. All I know is I'm smothering myself. And I've got to get this creative energy down on paper.
But when?
It's already way passed my bedtime.
And it always feels like I have plans every freaking day of my life.
It's like I haven't had one unplanned day since I was too young to know how to plan.
There is so much I want to do. I feel the need to create something amazing. Create something out of words, paint, or to just draw- I don't know. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. All I know is I'm smothering myself. And I've got to get this creative energy down on paper.
But when?
It's already way passed my bedtime.
And it always feels like I have plans every freaking day of my life.
It's like I haven't had one unplanned day since I was too young to know how to plan.