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i can't do it anymore....all boys are the same. i'm sick of my fucking friends always running to me witht heir shit. i don't need it okay go get profesional help. i'm sick of him playing these fucking games with me. why does he think it is okay to lie to me.... really i find out everytime he sould save me the pain n jsut stay the fuck out of my life. i'm sooo sick of it i really am. what am i doing what changed.... what went on that made me not me anymore.... i used to be sweet n i used to know what love was now alli feel is an empty spot where there used to be a heart. my b-day is in a week and everything is going wrong. i want nothing more thne to sit and drink a 40 to myslef n forget about what asses i have as friends. so life is going down hill i started cutting agian. n well i jsut donno what to do anymore. i always fall for asswholes and right now that is the least thing i need in my life. rachel is preg and her b/f left. i hear all about everyones relationships n how they are falling apart, but does anyone think to ask rach how shit is going how she feels or why she is doing her shit. no no no no you know why cuz just when i start to trust them n jsut when i start to think shit is better soemone goes n fucks up.i'm so alone in such a crule world. people dying ppl wanting to die. missing lvoeing careing fighting.... it is all happening. WHEN DOES THIS BULLSHIT END!