New Year
So the new year has started off, eh so far so good. I was just happy waking up next to danny and for him staying with me through all of the crap. He's such an amazing guy and if you ever read this thank you for giving me a chance to make you happy again. I've made a lot of mistakes but I know that we can rebuild in time.
Second, a lot of people don't know but I'm having a baby in July. I got to see it sucking its thumb today which I was pretty excited to see. It's going to be a rough time and the realization still hasn't hit me, but I know that even though my choices haven't been wise, this baby is here for a reason, even if I cannot see the silver lining. At times I want to scream, I'm angry with myself, but I still have a love inside my heart that grows daily no matter how alone I feel at times. I'm so lucky for Dan to still be with me, considering the circumstances. He's my best friend and its not really the package he signed up for but he's still here. And here I go crying again...lol
Anyways, please pray for me and the baby that whatever the reason or whatever life throws at us God will make a way to bring happiness back into all of our lives.
Thanks,
Kara Elizabeth
Second, a lot of people don't know but I'm having a baby in July. I got to see it sucking its thumb today which I was pretty excited to see. It's going to be a rough time and the realization still hasn't hit me, but I know that even though my choices haven't been wise, this baby is here for a reason, even if I cannot see the silver lining. At times I want to scream, I'm angry with myself, but I still have a love inside my heart that grows daily no matter how alone I feel at times. I'm so lucky for Dan to still be with me, considering the circumstances. He's my best friend and its not really the package he signed up for but he's still here. And here I go crying again...lol
Anyways, please pray for me and the baby that whatever the reason or whatever life throws at us God will make a way to bring happiness back into all of our lives.
Thanks,
Kara Elizabeth