This life
My glasses are always dirty and i'm sick of it. It's really pissing me off.I feel like crying.
Its not that I'm unhappy here, I guess this is what homesickness is like though. It's like I'm sad because sometimes I want to be alone. But when I am alone I can't stand it. It's insane. i'm so unstable. I keep forgetting to take my medicine and I have not been exactly healthy living lately. A lot of shit is constantly on my mind. All this pointless crap that I can't sort out.
I keep having the same dream over and over again.
That there is a tidal wave and it rips Joe away from me as i dangle on this silver pole.
What the fuck is that supposed to mean? If I don't have that dream I am constantly dreaming about water.
Suddenly I feel so scared and so uncertian about everything.
What the heck!
Its not that I'm unhappy here, I guess this is what homesickness is like though. It's like I'm sad because sometimes I want to be alone. But when I am alone I can't stand it. It's insane. i'm so unstable. I keep forgetting to take my medicine and I have not been exactly healthy living lately. A lot of shit is constantly on my mind. All this pointless crap that I can't sort out.
I keep having the same dream over and over again.
That there is a tidal wave and it rips Joe away from me as i dangle on this silver pole.
What the fuck is that supposed to mean? If I don't have that dream I am constantly dreaming about water.
Suddenly I feel so scared and so uncertian about everything.
What the heck!