i have no idea...

[brokenfingertip]

you have no idea what your words do to me.
i don't know what to do anymore besides try and keep on trying.
but could you really, would you really take it back?
the last two years.

it may be bad now. but it was good.
and it will be beyond good again.
at least i hope. and pray. even though i don't even believe in praying.
that we will make it through.

i love you more than i want to most days.
and yet i still keep on loving you.

please don't give up on me.