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Two nights ago I was happy again
I feel like I actually belonged in my own damn house for once.
I felt like things might start to get a little bit better again.
Maybe the three of us could sit in one room again without wanting to kill each other.
Man am I naive.
because it didn't last long. When I got home from work there was that stupid blue/grey pos intrepid, or whatever the hell it is, sitting in my driveway, AGAIN. after one fucking day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm about to go postal. No lie.
I need a vacation. No lie.
Speaking of vacation I get a paid vacation now at work, so thats cool. The details just have to be worked out, like making sure I really work over 30 hours a week, so I'm not really worried too much about it. because I know I do. So there is that I have to look forward to.
I feel like I actually belonged in my own damn house for once.
I felt like things might start to get a little bit better again.
Maybe the three of us could sit in one room again without wanting to kill each other.
Man am I naive.
because it didn't last long. When I got home from work there was that stupid blue/grey pos intrepid, or whatever the hell it is, sitting in my driveway, AGAIN. after one fucking day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm about to go postal. No lie.
I need a vacation. No lie.
Speaking of vacation I get a paid vacation now at work, so thats cool. The details just have to be worked out, like making sure I really work over 30 hours a week, so I'm not really worried too much about it. because I know I do. So there is that I have to look forward to.