finding a long-lost new friend only to lose her again...
damnit Kevin, if their's anyone else you're hiding in the back of the closet, please tell me now. i could have met Mary two years ago, have become addicted to her in three-four weeks, and now she's leaving.
grr...
not looking forward to telling her or her beautiful kids goodbye for even temporary, but that's life. i know i'll see her and be able to pester her in the future, so it's ok.
thank you for watching da puppy
i'm also annoyed at my body. medium now flows off me. some cuts of small are too big. i know at least jess is going to want to smack me for whining about accidentally losing weight, but when nothing looks right on you anymore and you've got no money to spend on a bunch of new clothes...the irratating thing is i just bought a bunch about six months ago in smaller sizes, and now most of those look too big. i put on the outfits that i bought to look somewhat dressy, professional, or just NICE for work. i end up looking like a little kid in her mom's old clothes. if i'm lucky that's all. some days people pull me to the side and ask if i have an eating disorder. wish the fat would just disappear from the right places, but i seem to be proportionatly shrinking.
and i miss chris...it's different knowing i can't just go to his house and annoy him.
well, its some consolation knowing that i get the first shots game when he comes home.
at least i get my group and E.C. on tuesday.
We GaVe Up: *******************************************************************
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thank you, jessica. you always know how to make me feel better without realizing it.
lol...and now, jessica on hearing me rant about my new friend...
We GaVe Up: Lol. I hope this new person doesn't serve to be a dissapointment as most people often do.
Vschaefer86: nah, marys not a disapointment
Vschaefer86: she's really sweet
We GaVe Up: Aaww, good then!
We GaVe Up: HIDE HER AWAY FROM THE STUPID PEOPLE
ah, yes. i need all the flavors of the people around me to create the tiny pale creature living in someones basement...where would i be without you?
E.C. peoples...call me, damnit. it's this tuesday. everyone make sure to look real suspicious cause i know we're gonna get caught.
James...not sure if you were coming or not...contact Jeremy.
okies well i love you all byes!
~Nessa~
grr...
not looking forward to telling her or her beautiful kids goodbye for even temporary, but that's life. i know i'll see her and be able to pester her in the future, so it's ok.
thank you for watching da puppy
i'm also annoyed at my body. medium now flows off me. some cuts of small are too big. i know at least jess is going to want to smack me for whining about accidentally losing weight, but when nothing looks right on you anymore and you've got no money to spend on a bunch of new clothes...the irratating thing is i just bought a bunch about six months ago in smaller sizes, and now most of those look too big. i put on the outfits that i bought to look somewhat dressy, professional, or just NICE for work. i end up looking like a little kid in her mom's old clothes. if i'm lucky that's all. some days people pull me to the side and ask if i have an eating disorder. wish the fat would just disappear from the right places, but i seem to be proportionatly shrinking.
and i miss chris...it's different knowing i can't just go to his house and annoy him.
well, its some consolation knowing that i get the first shots game when he comes home.
at least i get my group and E.C. on tuesday.
We GaVe Up: *******************************************************************
***this statement has been edited for content***
thank you, jessica. you always know how to make me feel better without realizing it.
lol...and now, jessica on hearing me rant about my new friend...
We GaVe Up: Lol. I hope this new person doesn't serve to be a dissapointment as most people often do.
Vschaefer86: nah, marys not a disapointment
Vschaefer86: she's really sweet
We GaVe Up: Aaww, good then!
We GaVe Up: HIDE HER AWAY FROM THE STUPID PEOPLE
ah, yes. i need all the flavors of the people around me to create the tiny pale creature living in someones basement...where would i be without you?
E.C. peoples...call me, damnit. it's this tuesday. everyone make sure to look real suspicious cause i know we're gonna get caught.
James...not sure if you were coming or not...contact Jeremy.
okies well i love you all byes!
~Nessa~