What a day....
Okay, Bad day and I need to vent! Well, It started off okay. I had felt really sick yesterday, but seemed that I was getting a little better today. I drive to pick up Tatianna and drop her off on campus. I hop on the shuttle with her and help her to her philosophy class. I go hang out with Tiffany, we go out to eat, get lost in weird buildings… etc. I drive home and I’m still feeling okay; not as good as this morning but okay. I play a little ps2 and then drive to my doctor’s appointment. Since my doctors are always running behind I thought it would be cool to call my friend Jen and ask her if she wants to go dress shopping for her and help pick out a tux for me. So we talk for a bit and she hits me with horrible news, Jennifer McDonald died a few hours ago. She died from a severe reaction to an allergy shot. How do you react to that? She was in perfect health one moment, and then she’s gone. I still cannot even imagine the pain her parents feel. I just can’t! As Tiffany reacted crying, “It just makes you realize how fragile life is…” It is completely true. Tonight was also the wake of Jessica’s baby. Jessica is a woman I work with. Was eight months pregnant with her first child, and it was still born. This is another example of extreme pain. She is such a nice person, and will have to suffer the rest of her life with this. I know my stupid problems of being sick aren’t even comparable to what these people are going through. Well, I need to go take some meds and go to bed. This day in general has worn me into the ground. Leave me some love.